Love, Betrayal, Anger, Liberation & Freedom

By William Walker, HealthWest

Who Am I

I am a willing servant of God, soaring through the sky
I am a bald eagle, searching for the ultimate high.

When I discovered, I was actually free
it came while living independently

My parents always wanted me to work, go to school
even learn another trade
one day you will need it to replace a minimum wage

I am cultivating my greatest capacity
Satan hates that so he attacks me constantly
He used friends, crime, money and attacked my family

I am living as an example of Christ
In order to be a disciple of Christ
I had to change the way I was living my life
And admit something wasn’t right
He then showed me the light
Given me a new family

Mrs. Johnson asked what are your plans
When granted release
I’m removing the shackles from my feet
Replacing the negative circumstances around me
And focus on the spiritual food I eat

I am keeping my mind open driven for a purpose
It is the only option left for me
Through the amazing things he has given
I can express myself more fluently

My greatest fear was dying in prison
Then I began to have these visions
Picturing myself walking through the same gates
That brought me to prison
Helped me develop wisdom

Raymond cultivated a plan
It was crushed when a machine impaired his hand
So I took that plan, he established in his head
To help those live productively

Talking to Vincent has always been challenging
I haven’t heard from David in a minute
And Cara is writing periodically

In case you’re wondering why I went to max
I promised myself I would never return to that
It was the nonchalant attitude that made me react
However, I discovered to not stay from that
But also pay back my debt to society

Now I understand why Anne called you Rhyme
She was showing me to put other needs before mine

Thank you for showing me how to live independently
It helps me to live freely
Especially when loved ones abandoned me

After serving 28 lonely years
I am no longer shedding tears
And my life sentence has disappeared
With a chance to build a castle somewhere else.

 

God Is Great

God is good God is Great he increased my faith gave me tools to create seeds blossoming like a flower while he remains the same every hour.

He took a heart filled with hate transformed my whole mind state within a secluded place

He provided a vision so clear I can feel it beating right here

Giving me further ideas to enerate more productivity while Satan is constantly busy attempting to distract me but I’m protected by spirituality

Providing an avenue to meditate meditating his word everyday and when he replies he has something to say

He is so Great he sent Prophet Jeremiah to speak and the Holy Spirit revealed through chapter 29 is regarding a future and a hope how come it took coming to prison to realize that selling coke to the old folks contributed to me not knowing how to cope.

Please turn your Bibles to Job 22:8 for it’s referring to a clear proclamation traveling to book of  Revelation regardless what problem you are facing he should me from everyday situations

He definitely changed my whole life around and a peaceful sanctuary when I’m heaven bound the amazing things I have found in this place it was because of his unmerited grace

He put spiritual food on my plate showed me being disconnected from family members was the wrong place to be affected me tragically that was past mind state keeping me binded in a terrible place

Even gave me a new identity so I could see what he needed from me Jesus not only died for our sins he encouraged us to read and study the scriptures all over again

Gave me further resources to further educate extending my hand to the oldest to the least that’s where I found peace overcame the beast

So very grateful for minister in training a training ground further increasing my faith through Sister Sue’s mountain of faith I saw how God is Good and also Great

May God bless you abundantly.

 

I NEED YOU

Baby girl you rock my world/ I mean/ everything you do makes me envision a dream/  Based on this relationship we’ve built together I promise to cherish those moments forever Don’t you understand it takes patience and headaches to be a supportive man Words can’t express what’s deeper than the ocean so I just pray wishing and hoping you will remain by my side even through the efforts I have tried reaching you not to trust in these crook who appear to be wonderful with good looks Communication is the key to us carrying on meaning there will be moments you disagree with my instructions

Sometimes I don’t understand this shit when you allowed your ex to run hit and run It seems you like to be free and a sassy lady I can tell by that look in your eyes I can never be lazy when it comes to supporting your sexy ass which I compare to diamonds and cash

I apologize for causing so much pain hoping I can rekindle the flame in our relationship by contributing to your children’s life providing continuous sacrifice without thinking I’m trying to change your views how many times must I say it I need u

Author Comment:  The message behind this poem is establishing healthy relationships.

 

Shattered Bricks

Every second I pray that u paved a way for me to shatter the bricks that kept me captive

But first I had to readjust to living in the spirit. You appear in the birds the bees and trees.

Allowed me to breathe in fresh air when I was filled with despair

I took the same negative thoughts transforming them to positive thoughts

Those were the hard lessons I have learned in my life

I should have stayed inside instead of hanging with the wrong crowd at midnight

Everyday I pray meditated laid my head to rest counted the blessings as test and the ability to remove any amount of stress

Especially when I didn’t have a clue who how are what to turn to

You were the only one grabbing hold of my hand sat me down so I could see what you wanted me to understand

 

One Wish

If I had one wanted one thing in this world It would be to cherish you as my only girl The most prized possession a fresh pearl underneath it you will my heart enclosed wearing nothing but loose fitting clothes

While I wake up dreaming I suppose exactly what you’re looking for hoping to obtain the key to open the door

If I desired something so much within my lifetime I would spend more quality time celebrating with a fresh bottle of wine preparing to make you mine fantasizing about your terrific behind

Just give me one opportunity to make it last I would take it more than any other man has

Finally getting better acquainted with your kids my mission is to not only give you a kiss on the lips If I only had one wish